{"id":917,"date":"2017-06-14T10:57:18","date_gmt":"2017-06-14T17:57:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/?p=917"},"modified":"2017-06-14T10:57:18","modified_gmt":"2017-06-14T17:57:18","slug":"finding-my-groove-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/?p=917","title":{"rendered":"finding my groove again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I heard a song that reminded me of Zumba class today. If you don&#8217;t know what Zumba is it&#8217;s a Latin dance inspired exercise program and for many years it was my only means of exercise (other than hiking). I love dancing but there aren&#8217;t really nightclubs around Monterey and let&#8217;s face it, I&#8217;m not a youngster anymore, and late night dancing would wreak havoc on my body. I have a 22 year old daughter that should be out experiencing late night dancing&#8230;not me. So Zumba filled something I felt was missing in my life. Between my foot, then my knee and now my other foot though I have only done it sporadically over the past 3 years and in that time both my favorite instructors left. Unlike other exercise programs&#8230;you want your Zumba instructor to be really good. I&#8217;ve had some horrible ones and it takes the fun out of the class.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, today I heard a song that reminded me of Zumba and I texted my husband to tell him I think I needed more Zumba in my life and then burst into tears. And I can&#8217;t stop crying. I guess I miss Zumba more than I thought. Although I suspect it goes deeper than that and now I just need to figure out what it is. Some plausible reasons:<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>My body seems to face ailment after ailment these days and I never feel like I am 100% as I was just 5 years ago. Consistent exercise is hard. Maybe I just need to power through it all.<\/li>\n<li>My body desperately needs endorphins and I am actually experiencing a little bit of depression that I was completely unaware of.<\/li>\n<li>During my very active Zumba stage I was friends with a girl and that friendship has since fallen apart and I link Zumba with her often (even though she didn&#8217;t do Zumba with me) so maybe there are lingering feelings I&#8217;m experiencing still. We never had any closure so that may have cropped up just now.<\/li>\n<li>The simple answer may just be that I am PMS-ing hard. The more complicated answer may be linked with my feeling older.<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>Anyway, I scheduled a Zumba class this Friday on my day off and hopefully it&#8217;s just what I need. I&#8217;ll keep you posted.<\/p>\n<p>Jennifer<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I heard a song that reminded me of Zumba class today. If you don&#8217;t know what Zumba is it&#8217;s a Latin dance inspired exercise program and for many years it was my only means of exercise (other than hiking). I love dancing but there aren&#8217;t really nightclubs around Monterey and let&#8217;s face it, I&#8217;m not [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_mi_skip_tracking":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_is_tweetstorm":false,"jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":[]},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p4DIk5-eN","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/917"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=917"}],"version-history":[{"count":44,"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/917\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":961,"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/917\/revisions\/961"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=917"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=917"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/jenniferpaddackhyde.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=917"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}